Monthly Archives: April 2012

The Advice I Get

I know I have been harping the subject of  NPD abusers as of late, and I promise this is the last for a while. I have a ton of anger associated with this subject. My Original Abuser (OA)  has NPD. … Continue reading

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The Greatest Fear of All

Children raised by NPD parents have one great fear, being found out: being found to have adverse feelings about the abuse, having the audacity of calling it abuse in the first place, and/or seeking help for the psychological damages of … Continue reading

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Welcome To “This Life We Lead”

I would like to welcome a new (additional) author to my blog…the wonderful “ThisLifeWeLead.” She is someone VERY close to me, having lived with my pain for more years than I can remember. She has a unique perspective on the … Continue reading

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In Adoration of Drew (this blog is positively not about you – you “Narcissistic Bitch”)

After surviving all of it, over and over again, realize this. Even though it feels as if you are back in the same hell, without having made even a tear drop full of progress, take a step out and look … Continue reading

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To You (You Probably Think This Post Is About You)

As the family illness eats you up, and your hatred and self-loathing fuel your descent into premature dementia, remember this, you cannot harm me. I am surrounded by love and support. We hold each other up as we walk into … Continue reading

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The Real Evil

The most destructive people I have ever met (and I have met a ton) have had the following: Symptoms of this disorder include, but are not limited to: Reacts to criticism with anger, shame, or humiliation May take advantage of … Continue reading

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This is the Good Stuff!!!!!

Ready for a ride???  I just read Characteristics of Narcissists by Anonymous and pow! was I ever right back in it again. This is as close as I have ever seen to a complete picture of my childhood. A few … Continue reading

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