Monthly Archives: September 2011

319 Part 2 (September 2011)

WOW. Here I am 2.5 years later. I am down to 319! Yes, I ballooned up again. Since the 2009 part of this blog, I have quit smoking (10 months), and have begun recording in earnest. I discovered that my … Continue reading

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319 Part 1 (April 2009)

Pounds, that is.  That is exactly how much I way as I write this. Now, I am 6’ 6” tall. WOW, was that a justification? So, I am a tall fat guy. This story is not one with an ending, … Continue reading

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Emotional Seppuku

I had a very good week, as far as my therapist was concerned. In hindsight, I would have to agree. Even the “triggered” incident was handled in a different way, one that I learned in therapy. Also, my wife is … Continue reading

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This is Why They Call it Work

Do you remember when you would get called to the principal’s office, and would experience sheer panic on the way? Yeah, me too! Only, as an adult, I feel this all the time. I felt it today. My boss scheduled … Continue reading

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How ’bout Getting Me Off of These Antidepressants

It has certainly been awhile since I have blogged. I feel I owe an update for those who continue to visit and read my posts. Most of the hits are from my Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (C-PTSD) or depression … Continue reading

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